I wrote a song many years ago called Resolutions of My Mind. I was a young christian and soon found myself in a real battle. I had the blessing and privilege of leading many of my generation to Christ. I heard about spiritual warfare and soon became engaged in a battle that I did not understand at first. There was so much joy at that time because so many people were coming to know Jesus in a real way. God was using me and I wanted to stay obedient to His call. I would stay up late at night praying for people. I was immersed in God's word and driven by the passion to lead others to Him. Then came the resistance. It came from anywhere and everywhere. There was tension with people that I never had a harsh word with. The enemy of God was on the prowl. I know that a lot of folks out there dismiss the existence of Satan and his demons. That is Satans biggest deception on the human race. He reeks havoc on the lives of the ignorant.
I wish that you could hear the melody but here are the lyrics.
Resolutions of my mind
Never seem to work out for my common good
I search for answers that I can’t find
My soul starts to tremble and I’ve got to re-assemble my mind
Oh my Lord I’m so down
Confusion spreading all around me
And I know its Satan’s power
Oh Lord I need you now
I can’t reason because I’m so blind
Lord renew me in the spirit of your mind
And yea the old man has to die
The new man has to come in and start a new life
Oh my Lord I’m so down
Confusion spreading all around me
And I know its Satan’s power
Oh Lord I need you now
The world around me is closing in
My knees hit the ground and I find myself praying again
My spirit is willing but my mind is so weak
Spirit of God I need to hear the words that you speak
Oh my Lord I’m so down
Confusion spreading all around me
And I know its Satan’s power
Oh Lord I need you now